Let go

I've learned to let go as I think I've found the truth. He said he is the worst guy. No, he isn't. But I believe that it's my fault. I made him feel that he's the worst guy. Oppa must be sad right now. He must be disappointed with himself. Weird. I feel sad for him.

good luck to you

Wish oppa good luck in his exam! must score better this time o!

Imagination

My mind is keep on imagining and planning about the whole flow.

Here it is. Right after the last paper on Thursday, I am going to call him and ask him out for a tea appointment on Friday. Preferably at the cafe selling my favorite cake where it has the best privacy. So, I am going to just talk about how he has been for these days, nothing about past, and let him go in about 15 minutes. The purpose is just to cool down the tense between us and be friends again.

So here are the possibilities that may happen and keep on interrupting my mind when studying.

A: He asks about past and want to be back. Then, I'll be super happy.

B: As my plan, nothing happens, just chatting.

C: He tells me those nasty things that hurt me, like he likes some other girls or we will never be together.

*Sigh. I really don't know what will happen on the actual day. Or maybe he just rejects all sorts of invitation. Really hope that exam ends soon.