what to do

luckily the name list changed. it saved me from lots of troubles as i don't have to think what to do just to let him happy. i am free from the two tiny eyes.
anyway, his birthday will be coming soon. i think i have already decide not to go to his party. but i m still wondering whether i should send him a simple electronic text wish. shall i? shan't i? i have no idea. i am worried if i send him the msg, he'll think that i want to get back to him. he always thinks too much. but after all, i hope that we can still be friends, anyway, we are still coursemates. i'll just wait and decide later.

loyal?

i will spending more time together with oppa for the coming months. i wonder if it is good or bad. more bad, i guess. or more good? i have no idea what to do. and it hurts.

...

still miss him. still love the little green thing. feel uncomfortable when it is not around me. my birthday will not going to be a happy birthday without him.

我好烦。感觉很压力。好想哭。

当心中住着一个人

我心中住着一个人。很牛的我，还是把他留在心中。我不烦他，不理他，不想跟他说话，只是，有时候想想他而已。我一直都认为他有很大的潜力，能够突破自我，状造他自己的那一片天。所以，这一段时间，就是最好的时机，让他好好的充实自己，我尊重他。有朋友告诉我，叫我别再等了，等也没用。但是，我说啊，反正我也不想开始另一段故事,这样对谁都不公平。一，是我想专心求上。二，我不想害人害己，明明心里有个人，却又跟另外一个人在一起，所以还是不要折上别的事情好了，省得麻烦。看到他能成功，是我打从心里的愿望。看他成为杰出，出色，充满信心，德高望重，我满足。所以，我真的希望他能进步，不必别人再提醒他了。希望他的朋友们能从旁的协助他，减少他的困难。加油！

傻

别再傻下去了啦。
我都没在理你。
Jangan perasan yer~~~

太多小动作

他这个人怎么这么好笑啊？
每天固定更改一点点在网站上的个人资料。
是因为要故意让我注意吗？
小动作也未免太多了吧！
咳，我早就看到了啦！
难道你要我看了过后做出一些什么事情出来噢？
那你要我怎样啊？
都说了，以前的事情就不要太过追究了。
算了！
你还在意些什么啊？
你还真麻烦的咧！
我还是观察多几天，看你能做出什么事情来，再与军师考论考论一下。
麻烦的家伙。
你这恶魔！
咳，心里还是在想念你～
曾经要好的两人，如今却变得好像陌生人。