Relieved

Yesterday, I decided to call oppa at night. I told him that I wasn't happy and he also thought that I was acting weird recently. I am glad that he could feel this and he said that he knew things were not too smooth these days. I told him all my worries and he really did comfort me by telling me that everything is okay and I felt better secured. The most important thing that he told me is that we need to stay focus on our studies. I am relieved after listening to him saying so. This is one of the thing that I am worrying about. I admire his maturity. We made a lot of clarifications and we decided to just ask each other rather than guessing blindly. I don't mind focusing on studies and waiting for as long as four years. Our main goal is to achieve our dreams. We need to encourage each other but not dragging or pulling down anyone of us. Since both of us are really busy these days and our schedule for these few weeks is almost fully packed, I do prefer that the graph remains at a plateau phase for now. Another thing that I was happy about, he did suggested that we need to get a quality time for both of us only to chat and to know better about each other. Everything that he told me are what I expected to hear and incredibly, some of his dialogues/phrases are actually what I've said before to my secret advisor. I will wait for you and I hope that you will wait for me too.